I am ...

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I live it all out to find
That I not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that Ie got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain Ie felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I close to something real
I wanna find something Ie wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And Ie got nothing to say
I can believe I didn fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
ause I can trust to find the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away and find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong


中文

一旦發作時
我沉默不語
迷失在自我的空洞裡
我困惑不已
讓情緒發洩 想知道我並非唯一
腦子亂想的人
在我內心裡
言語洩漏的空白
是我僅能感受的真實
我一無所有
只能動彈不得 空虛 孤獨
只怪自己 只怪自己

我渴望治癒 我渴望感受
我總活在幻想世界裡
我渴望能放開那保有已久的傷痛
磨滅所有傷痛 直到消失不見
我渴望治癒 我渴望感受
彷彿就要觸及真實的世界
我渴望找到長久追尋的
我的歸屬

我沉默不語
不敢相信我還撐得住
我困惑不已
四處環顧 只想知道
這只是我胡思亂想在作祟
我到底是什麼
除了負面思想 我還有什麼
因為我無法理解
為什麼他們這樣看我
我一無所有
一無所有 空虛 孤獨
只怪自己 只怪自己

我永遠也看不清自己
直到自己能面對
我將永遠麻木
直到傷口癒合
我永遠都是無名小卒
直到逃離自己的禁錮
而我會掙脫
我會在今天找到自我
我渴望治癒 我渴望感受
我的歸屬